Family of 6 in PA

Ok, so I'm a little depressed.....baby Colleen is very fussy today. My oldest boy is in school and not being home schooled (I really can't understand why a child would choose to go to school when he could stay home). I feel like I have lost him and I don't like it at all. I want to get up and do some stuff with my 3 and 5 yo, but why bother, it seems like everyone thinks I will send them to school too just because I sent the oldest. I need to get some ebay lots ready and the house needs sweeping/vacuuming at the very least, too much crap on the floor with a crawling baby. Dh is upstairs asleep. I need/want to go up to the thrift and pet stores too. I'm tired and have a headache. Oh and the laundry is waiting as usual. And the state of the toilets is not pretty. Well at least I got a shower today! I will go and get some protein and go outside, that should make me feel better. I need to take this bull by the horns and wrangle it!